A Small Collection

A Jumbled Mess

Eating food,

reaps its reward.

Dead are dead alike.

Nothingness envelops you

and suffocates you.

Questions... or Queries...?

On top of the world

to you, a tiny speck.

It humbles you to be up so high.

Unicycles fall like rain,

quizzing me on whether waffles or poptarts are best.

I wonder what is wrong with the world,

how everything changed so fast,

can all I do is lay down and accept my fate?

In Your Name

You remain in blissful ignorance,

to me, the equivalent of (or as close as it is possible) to perfect.

Nothing can be done, for fear of loss or rejection,

Everything I say to her is carefully thought over.

Always running through my mind,

But I can do nothing to stop you from ruling over my life,

herself, making me jump whenever she is near.

awesomness!

sorry i havent been able to post in a while cuz i have been busy. anyway yesterday was AWESOME! i spent all day at zanders (my girl friend :) ) house and we had loads of fun:D we played vid games watched bruce lmighty we ate lunch and dinner we decorated cookies we ran around in the woods we sat on the hammock... and zanders present too me was also AWESOME!

friday!

friday morning was really bad -.- my mom wouldntlet me do pretty much anything. i tried to go to the clubhouse to read and "nyeeh nyeeh nyeeh" i had to go inside. but in the afternoon i went shopping to get a coat and i got an awesome coat! its sooooooooo nice :3 gotta go now!

days of turtles

fist period was nice :) i sat next to zander and scott and i had fun :D in seccond period it was as bad as it normally is :P because i have to do math the whole time. in third period i had some fun because i got to make an outline for my cannon report :) i am really enjoying mah cannon report! in 4th priod (math) i am sitting on the floor in the corner behind the door and a desk! test tomorrow... people used to try and invite me to theit ickle groups in math class (in activities not in the class) but when i get there i jut long to be alone. no fault of any prson its just me. no offense to anyone not that anyone who might worry an eensy bit would read this...

mornings

mornings are very early for me. today i woke uo at 6:20 (my mom woke me up to get ready for school). i leave for school at around 7:20 (at least i should) and i need to be at school by 8:35 for class. that is my typical morning. today i am feeling particularly tired because i went to bed earlier and woke up earlier so i feel tiiirrreeeddddddd... anyways i am REALLY hoping that SOMEONE will vote on that poll. I may have to decide myself.

friday manga club

every friday in the last period of school we have manga club instead of normal study hall. right now i am, sitting in the corner (as usual)not drawing but wrighting this post. last period i had science and we ere using the computers. i got to use a computer next to zander who commented on something and that gave me a great idea for a christmas present! also as an end of day note it seems in genral i am unwanted or invisible(i like the latter). oh boy! a song that describes my day just came up on my P3! Boulevard of broke dreams :D perfect :3 i feel like an expert eavesdropper because when i am listening to music and i hear certain keywords my ears just prick up and i listen to bits of what they are saying. batterey runnin low

todays math class

usually i dislike math class. not because of the teacher (who is pretty good). not because of the people(some really nice people are here). but because of me. anyways today i think has gone a little farther than that. before i tell you why though i have to get a few things straight. in a typical math class i either sit behind the door in a corner and do my own thing. or i sit in a corner in the ront and do my own thing. that is a typical math class for me. as i said todays math class went a little differently. today we were baking ginger bread cookies. i couldnt help make them because i am sick and that would be unhiegynic. so today pretty much i also just did my own thing. accept some people wanted me to come talk. but still, for the most part i was ignored. so the fist chance i got i slipped away to sink into my own thoughts. while i was sunken in i thought how much more lively their convorsations were when i wasnt there. so i have come to the conclision that most people have loads of other people they would rather hang out with. i have now come to the end of my time. i wrote this in school from near the end of math class to the beginning of lunch.